Straight Lines

About to head to work. I like saying that, but I haven't been doing it enough. I really need to find more consistent work. Or maybe, I need to stop being lazy about things. Haha.

So a bunch of people in my life are getting married soon. It's a strange reality that I knew I'd face sooner or later. This summer and next, not to mention a couple last summer, marriages are getting to be pretty common in my circle. I mean, I'm really proud of my friends and brother for making the move. That's not it. I feel like I'm nowhere close to that sort of thing. And I can't help but feel like there's something wrong with that. I know it's my thing - but that isn't overly reassuring.

I'm excited to work behind the bar tonight. I get along good with people. After spending most of my day being mopey, I'm excited to interact with people.

The weekend is fast approaching. It doesn't really mean anything to me anymore. I have like 4-5 days off every week anyway. But more things happen on a weekend, so here's hoping I can cash in on some of it.

Anyway. My blog has been nothing short of a total snooze lately. I just don't have it. I've been doing really neat, new things in the last few weeks. Or months. It's just really hard to try to make anything sound significant on here anymore. I don't understand. My life was pretty similar last October, yet I found 17 entries, most of which didn't suck. It's hard to find a decent one in my last 17. Not like it's going to make me stop writing, it's just a half assed apology towards the reader. It'll get better!

Now go do something! It's sunny outside!

'Lately I'm a desperate believer'